Kepuasan

Bissmillah,

kepuasan nafsu mmg xpernah cukup kerana fitrahnye sentiasa bertentangan dangan kebaikan.(FULLSTOP)
ak dah xtahu la knp dengan diri ini, bnyk sgt bertentangan dengan fitrah hidup. Ya Allah jgn lah sampai ak kufur nikmat-MU, jauhilah diriku ini dari kemurkaan-MU.

xpandaila nk menulis sebenarnye, tp rasa sgt2 nk menulis.. sbb ak xpandai bercerita. so ak ada lg cara dengan menulis..tp ak rasa cm xsampai je,

Ah, bukan la nk bagi semua org tahu apa aku ni, ape ak buat..tp tp tp argggggg. mengucap berzikir wahai insan.

THE SAME BUT DIFFERENT

Bismillah,

same thing but different, what can i do? huhh if the same thing you do on fyrp on previous student rp.. some one will say it good,so its easy for me.. but other one will think what is the porpose i doing the same thing,no improvement than the previous one. what the different? why i'm repeat it ?

actually my tittle is the same process with different particle. i'm using the smallest nano particle size on this process, and the previous one used the powder form particle, cohesive powder. urm,so because of my particle it quite expensive and using about 5kg of it. i using the same as the previous one ...


IT's the same..la, no different at all.. what my sv will think bout it..i'm so afrid to meet and discuss with her. but i should be.must have it.. bear my self.pray to Allah S.W.T to give me strength stand facing all those small matter.

i'm still designing shirt for our department..soooo messy with me, dont know how to design it..this is what have done..

miss tupai, any ideas please..dont know at all..

What is On My Mind

Bismillah,

Do we like so much facebook, twitter or so watever sosial medium. why we spending on scroll down to update friends status, pages, tweeted ?.
including my self doing what other peoples do. I wonder what so special about those websites (i dont care my grammatic errors)  hahaha..

We have many friends list/followers, but still make me feel like alone, haha tiru(ones of my friend) always say this sarcastic words "Forever Alone". Do him actually alone,so that other people keep attraction on him or actually have many friends to read that status(apa yg aku cuba sampaikan) .

By the way, tomorror evening is my last exam paper, Process System engineering PSE. i'm still not read anyting, really my soul not here.. I wonder why this is happened ..0ooo,haaa because during last sem breaks on internship, i was stayed here for 10 weeks. so that was my nightmare experience doing intern on that bu*&*^t company..dont want to split out.

ouh,suddenly feel that i'm gonna miss moment my college, student life because this year is my last part of 8 part on undergraduate of engineering school. Tappppp . i'm gonna start my lab experiment during this semesta break...ouhhh my, i want to back home, spend time at home, although i knew that i always bored not doing anything, no friend to hang out, no lepaking, no money(YUPP THE MAIN POINT), BUT i love it becaouse i still have a happy family that support me on what ever i do.

i miss you mum, dad, specially mums cook.. even, simple serve of dinner with salted fish eat together with hot rice, uhmmm . nothing can stop my malaysian tongue flavor.bla bla ba

ok, need to be read those lecture notes with clean empty notes,hahah ok,

LIFE BY DESIGN

LIFE BY DESIGN

NEW YEAR CELEBRATION

Bismillah,

This is my first time celebrate new year, after went to night market for dinner with miol (roomate), fizi asking again bout going to ambank concert at putrajaya presint 3.. So, since he has planned before, i willing to join them together with faris by fizi's car.

light traffic congestion into presint 14 because mybe everyone want to came to the concert. Actually, i was not feeling well and had headache. What do i observe from this crowded people all round putrajaya,bangi also serdang gather for this grand event was;

1) i dont really understand why, makcik2 that was older women n pakcik2 ini sanggup stayed there dengan noisy sound from huge stage speakers performances. my heart like going to poped out from my chest..huh serious!!

2) why new parents bring along their underages childrens. new baby with stroller, 5-10 y/o kids... there should be home prepare mentally for new school opening seasons la babee...ayoo., no wonder how childhood growth them.

3)dont know how to describe the tenagers there, so much social between mens and womens, huh stop, u know much it right.

4)every rally, although it is legal or illegal rally will makes rubbish polution.. seroiusly,yup there are illegal rally bout "TURUN " and this typical concert of new year also will make mess of rubbish.. but how they manage to sponsor Alam flora company after the rally season. they should to make sure the environment keep clean.

 

ok, back to the concert i went here, the fireworks was awesomeeeee, first time watch closed live with my naked eye within 8 minutes... after that contd with concert by sweet charity, amy search, ella and also noah hujan. i not typical person who remember those songs n the sounds make my headache really2 worse but i keep suffer in silence. Ok la, have a moment as memory in my life, xla loser kan..

Malay + English = Malish

Bissmillah,

Good morning, now my lappy's clock showing 4.10 am... ok still bare my eye to widely open, doing my engineering management task... till have 1 more report on water pinch,but that is pair report. Nevermind..

because of nora chan blog is in english, simple english but i'm truely happy to read through yr blog.. heyhey3..kasi belanja sebenarnya.. missing old time,spending time together, uhuh, that was i first scandal rumour before mek Q.. nostalgic memory...now i'm blushing alone.

So that make me wanna to blogging in english version with clumpsy and pecah grammer..hahaha










i know my english is not as good yr..but who cares, this is my personel blog..kannn

ok la peeps, tomorror morning i've practical lab research..so wish me luck. mostly my classmate went home already .. T___T

Tersalah Percaturan

Rebah jua badanku di empuk katil beralaskan gambar domo-kun, seluruh muka di tutup dengan selimut bagi keadaan kelam yang sesuai untuk tidur di kejutkan dengan deringan nada dering telifon tepat jam 7.34 p.m.

Dalam separuh sedar jua bertutur bicara tanpa akal, talian terputus barangkali kehabisan kredit. temu janji makan kepingan roti dilapisi keju,cebisan ayam dan bagai lg.

bergegas mandi dan kelihatan Izi sudah bersila di atas katil dengan berkopiah. pertaanyaanku dari mana dan kemana tidak di endahakannye. ttapi hanya dijawap dari berjemaah dimasjid. kutahuu dia ingin mengajak kami berdua makan malam bersama. malangnya aku sudah berjanji dengan yang lain.

Dalam sebersalah, aku teguhkan hati meminta maaf pada mereka berdua secara tidak pantas, melalui pesanan ringkas(sms) "sori, urm..urm...tapi.maaf".

tiada balas darinya selain Mill sahaja. aku di khabarkan dia sudah menyatakan rasa hatinya di laman sesawang.
aku rasa sebersalah, ttpi hatikku turut menebal rasa keegoan lelaki..

Maaf, aku selalu gagal dalam percaturan langkah...