#7

Pening dan sakit kepala..hmmm

#6

Phewww! relief..my phone now can send message back. ohooo i forgot to add +6 infront the nomber of message centre setting. hmmm lega

#5

APEKISSSS phone ni xleh hantar msj plak... asyik2 failed and then memory messages full..

hmmmm pening3

#4

Aku wish nak....
-nak ambil kursus bosiet tu...
- nk amik cert HSE..
tp cert ni bapak la mahalll mane den nk kecau duit whoooi

- nk gain weight..
this is because at least tah berapa bmi utk kerja offshore kan...berangan ,lalalaala

- nak kerja kapal...
kene amik la kelas turbine, motor/engine HP berkuasa tinggi etc aku pun xtahu dah

-nk masuk ikbn..hahaha
ni for sure mak ayah my sis tu xbenarkan.... tp nk jgak,hahah kepala bana. nk amik kos teknikal sijil kew..huihuihi

- nk join aktivis2
volunteer ke, wat kerja amal kemanusiaan ke.. nk join kursus2 motivasi kepada adik2 ke... hmmm cmne yek..

#3

Depa tanye aku konvo bile..dgn pantas je "nov"..tah la,..xde perasaan pun yg skrg aku pening TLTLtltltl... whuaaaa 

Tah nape aku rasa geram...

#2

Nak guna Umobile yg unlimited mobile plan internet ni, um28 ..hmm

Confuse,elok x?

#1

SABAR LA WAHAI HATI.. jangan mudah mengalah.

OFFICIAL MY FB & TWTR

 SO, Here i'm to post status and tweet what so ever here now on..

::WELCOME::

ISOLATION

Bismillah,

dah nak masuk raya ke-3, macam tahun2 yg lepas juge antisocial aku ni ssh betul nk buang.. bad habits betul kan. cuma yg beza nye tahun ni kami beraya 10 adik beradik bersama mak dan ayah..sorang adik kami telah kembali kerahmatullah. Sedih la,sllu dia yg bersemangat pasang lagu2 raya,tlg kemas2 rumah ( aku yg sllu suke kerah dia sebenarnye) walaupun keadaan yg tidak berapa sihat. umm Ajal maut kite xtahu, yg pasti ianye pasti.

Aku xpandai nk bergaul dgn pakcik2 event dgn sedare yg agak berumur sebaya mahupn lebih dari aku.. rasa kekok tuh menghantui diri aku ni .pelik kan, spttnye excited la nk berjumpa..borak2, oh rupanye xseperti yg di expected dalam kepala buku2 novel tu. Aku tgok dyorg pun cm xbest je nk berinteraksi dgn aku..xtertarik pun nk bersosial dgn aku la.. dgn yg lain rancak je bertutur sambar menyambar diselangi gelak tawa xhenti2.

Aku klou cakap pun depa bukan perasan sgt.. ke aku punya suara xkuat?? xjelas kah??

mmm mungkin sbb aku sampai tingatan erapa tah still pelat. ni banyak minum susu puting lama sangat masa kecil la ni...ada ke benarnye?? xsure la aku.

Ahhh..aku selalu lari, daripd rasa pening,jadi tunggul..baik aku bla.. 

ok ni la short post sikit... rasa cm nk post macam2 tp bila jari dah menari2 ni..hilang apa dalam kotak kepala ni..ehek

ok, Aku Blah la dulu...

menganggur pun susah

Bismillah,

ayat ustaz Mat yg pak arab kecek klate tuh qoute "Hok sibuk jange nok menyibuk" . bg aku la klou mu xpndai ssuatu tu/ xtahu jgn la nk pandai2 buat sesuatu yg lg boleh mengeruhkn/ memburukkan keadaan.

Lately ni,time nk tdo je..tu la otak berligat berfungsi...xfaham aku.  sibuk nk cari kerja part time la, gigih google guna phone. pantau2 lubang pekerjaan yg sesuai dgn diri ni. adeh. penat akku guna medium ni. Susah.. xdinafikn,

masa aku tunggu bas metobus nk balik rumah isnin tuh, ada sorg bdak ni, complete suite n file aku syak dia g interview kerja.. freshie ker?? nk berborak tp seat sblh aku ada org..pmpuan. so aku duk diam membatu dgn bace buku ahmad ammar ni otw dlm bas tu...

:: TL ::

:: TL ::

*aku benci tl....masih tertinggal basi baki disana, ada je yg xpuas hati kn.. ssh betul nk berambus dr sana. Nekad aku xnk naik pentas tu dah.. cukup la aku di malukan dgn salah step tarian masa rehearsal n competition.. pakaian yg pelik, makeup tebal,siap foundation.celak lah...bagai2.... aku xnk naik. tp bila pikir kn parents. dyorg xkisah ke? pliss fahami situasi ini.

Amaran atau Pengajaran

15 july 2014
lokasi di kedai makan umi,aku dan fizi ponteng terawih sbb aku baru bangun tidur sejak pukul 5ptg hingga la tersedar bile fizi balik dari kkm jam 8.30..bergegas aku bangun dan menelan sebutir tamar marya YT.
Mandi sesudah solat maghrib dihujung waktu sambil menunggu isya, hajatnye hati mahu pergi ke masjid sesudah isya almaklumla terawih start around pukul 9.30 gitu. Tp mata ni tetap mengantuk dan lesu2 je badan,ini gara2 tidur petang la ni..kebosanan aku duk bilik miol sorg2 layan fb cm hampeh xde informasi pun,twitter pun ok sikit sbb follow sinar harian dan layan juga i.g kot2 ada si faiz nye video #komiklawak dia tuh..
ok habis bkk 3 jab ni..aku buntu dah..hmmm youtube???xde tren.. bkk gmail rasmi xde respond kerja pun?? yahoo tgok asyik2 si icheme ni je..rasanye xde daftar dan xsubscribe plk news darinye..tahla.. last2 tada bkk blogspot baru layan...

xdinafikan mmgla sunyi sepi berhabuk je blog aku ni.tp aku usha la blog2 yg terlist ni. kisah si budak qhalif dan zahra anak ben tu.. sape lg..si tupai secret of nora pun kdg2 ada update, ngah aku nye blog,senyum blogspot..dan sesiapa2 la yg aku rasa tajuk post nye menarik jari aku tuk click mane2 pun..

ok..selalu aku ni terbang lompat sana sini xde susur alur yg betulkan..kesian tatabahasa teruk..
alkisahnye kami berdua xjadi g terawih..alamak terukkn..fizi nk teman aku berbuka,mkn nasi di umi lah dekat sikit..sampai2 je order air dan nasi..pakcik meja sebelah yg sedang hisap rokok dengan kopiah dan berjubah tegur la kami yg dduk tenyeh2 phone masing2..

korg xbalik lg ke?? bukan uni tgah cuti?? ada program ke??oh amik kos ape?? bla bla bla..bnyk dia tanye, pakcik tu tokey kedai ni..

pastu start la dia buka topik...mula2 topik kerjaya...then topik about life, his life and how our life live.
xdinafikan dia mmg ckp rezeki milik Allah, ape yg aku ingat lg dia kata budak lepasan uni ni ape yg penting adalah otaknye..think to solve problem wisely. bukan seborono aje. ilmu tuh penting juga tp aspecially engineer, bukan la nk skill sgt..yg repair2 yg teknikal tu techician buat,bkn kamu bakal engineer..tp kamu kene ada skill berfikir dengan pantas bernas dan kritikal. Wowww..pakcik ni mmg org kuat bercerita,
berceramah 3-4jam pun xpe..tp dah takdir kami berjumpa pakcik, dpt la ilmu yg tiada dlm kuliah. tengs pakcik umi..

banyak sgt dia cerita,xterdigest otak ni, dah la tgah mkn nasi ikan masin..xlalu sbb kene fokus dia bercerita.kang buat pekak je kang xelok plk..dari jam 10 lebih sampai pkul 12 baru la pakcik tu stop..dia suh kami balik..sbb muka pun dah lain macam je..xdduk diam skjap sana skjp sni..huuu

ok..ape aku nk kerja ni??? btw aku dah di rumah ni..nk fokus mengeratkan hubungan kekeluargaan yg dah lama jauhan ye la sejak duk asrama,ke matrik 2thun dan bangi 4tahun..aku rasa xbnyk ckp dgn mak ayah..teruk kan.xpe belum terlewat,mari kite berubah..

What is your plan

bismillah,

What im gonna do after this? mybe need some rest at home.. spent time with family specially mum and dad. Nowadays, childs have more closed with their friends because since study at boardingschool until to university they not much talk or sharing problems with both of their parents.. not all of them are like this, but typically this kind of childrens start learn independently from mum dady . im noot saying its not good, but at certain aspect its look like relationship between child and parent getting appart .

ok,back to the topic here.... what im going to do is:

1) Back home and read my books collection since im not have free time to reading during study(tipu sgt)
2) take care of my younger siblings who study at primary school.
3) start teach them how to brainstroming creatively and critically. mybe need some games and solving problem.
4) how to speach infront of people (im so sad because im not take chance apportunity to build up my confidenity)
5) have workout at home, by gaining some weight and muscle.(awkakaka dreaming)
6) mybe i want to do part time work to save money to travel world ahead.
7) i want live life
8) update my knowledge about historical and religion.

ok.. now i need to do something in my life. i do not need to find who im am. but i need to learn how am i.

Jangan Malu dan Bersegeralah

Bismillah,

Dengan izin Allah,dapat jua aku hadir ke ceramah Syeikh Muhammad Abdul Aziz Mahmoud Ghonim yg berlangsung di media karang kraf khamis yg lalu. Selepas sahaja sahoor bersama rakan sebilik fizi dan miol, aku terus bersiapkan diri utk ke masjid solat berjamaah subuh..sejuk dan tenang saja pagi itu kurasakan..tapi mengantuk berat pedih mata ni aku tabahkan menahan deritanye..berair merah2 bijik mata ni..xpe2 dah tekad dlm hati nak pergi.

Aku niatkan supaya perjalanan aku ni kerana-Nya, mencari sekumit nikmat bagi menraih redha Ilahi. Semangat la nk pergi walaupun bersendirian. pukul 6.45 pagi aku press motor ke ktm berhampiran, terus mendapatkan tiket sehala ke shah alam dengan nilai rm5 sampai la ke destinasi stesen shah alam dengan pertukaran gerabak ke aliran klang pada jam 8.45 pg.

pandang kiri knan.. akhirnya ambil teksi ke seksyen 15, laa dekat aje pun.. xsampai 5 min..tambang teksi dr ktm shah alam ke karangkraf rm4.70. so..pendek kn cite lepas dpt dngar ceramah syeikh aku singgah ke galeri krangkraf utk menebus voucer buku dengan membeli naskah al-quran haramain bil hadis , mari belajar tajwid dan juga buku cerita cinta Ahmad Ammar . ok la..terus berlari ke bus stop depan jalan raya dengan hati sedikit gembira.tp bas dan teksi tidak kelihatan.. remind semula jln dari stesen ktm tadi masih berligar di kepala ku..terus melangah kaki saja syukur cuaca cukup mnyaman walaupun sedikit terik.

merentasi balai bomba,balai polis dan jambatan yg bertentangan dengan kubah masjid besar shah alam tu yg ku nampak la. di tgah jambatan tu nampak la landasan kereta api.yeah sudah hampir kecil hatiku...lalu aku turun melalui tanggan kecil yg jln pintas turun dr jambatan ke taman perumahan. OK point utama. aku agak lost mane arah tujunye ke stesen ktm ni...jalan2 sikit ada la pakcik ni.aku nak tanye ke x..kelibatnye semakin menghampiri ku..eish xyah la, ketuk kotak kepala lidah kelu. pakcik tu menyapa nak kemana? sedengar telinga aku la..tp aku senyeh dan ketawa kecil je..malu2 kucing konon .terus berjauhan semula...aku melangkah semakin dalam di taman perumahan tu, mane ktm ni pun xnmpk,mustahil la dlm taman ada kereta api. seksyen 18..3 biji surau aku lalu..then jumpa lagi sorg pakcik mungkin hendak ke masjid sbb jam dah pkul 12 lebih.aku pun bertanye arah ke stesen ktm..dia kata jauh nuh di belakang sana, baik amik teksi,tp dia kata jln terus jmpa quaters guru amik kiri,then jmpa masjid/surau belok kiri smula.. ok aku on je jln kaki,dengan sepatu Vans xoriginal ni..lenjannn. jauh kot berjln..sabar je..ada hikmah2 itu je otak aku berkata2 bagi memupuk semangat . jumpa la jln besar semula..lega,then jln smula menghala ke jambatan besar dan belok masuk smula taman ..laluan teksi yg aku ingat..jalan2 sampai la juga..

Rupanye stesen ktm tuh bawah jambatan nye..aku kalau tahu xla aku g jauh2 masuk taman perumahan nye tadi. cis bedebah, awatla di sini letaknye stesen ktm ni. dekat 10 km aku berjalan..agak la. kalau la aku tahu..baik aku tanye pakcik yg first aku jumpa masa turun dari tanggan jambatan tu..

laluan aku berjln kaki, start dari media karangkraf tu jam pukul 11.45 gitu sampai ke destinasi komuter shah alam jam 1.05 min ptg..whuuu berasap kasut ..tapak kaki ni pun panas2 je..xpe janji aku gembira dan xfikir serabut pasal masalah disini.

ok la, sekian aku tulis pnjg ni utk sape..hihi utk kenangan aku je.

CAN I WORK IN LOGISTICS AND TRANSPORTATION

Bismillah,

hi my name is MUHAMAD SHUKRI BIN AHMAD SHABRI, will graduate in Nov 2014 majoring Chemical Engineering at National University of Malaysia (R.U). This is my introduction  enducation studies background.

Now im fresh graduate hunting for jobs as my carrier. Yup im not so into scop of my studies field but im interested in logistics or mybe logistics engineering. Im wonder can i apply work in this field? can anyone who experts in contact to solve my question here..

Sedikit dalam Banyak

hah..huhm,

pelik betul la,entah betul ke tidak xtahu la nk percaya ke tak... dalam bnyk2 follower blog ni ada 2 je yg ttp nk buka blogni.. ngah dan si tupai tu kalau dia rajin la..xde org lain.

sbb ape benda ni terjadi.mmmm sbb koi sendiri pun xterjah blog org..nk org jergah ke blog ko yg tah ape2 merapu ni kan. lalala sukati aku la.. bukan aku tulis ni nk korg bace ke..terhibur ke..sbb aku nk luahkan di blog ni je. bukan nk mengutuk org sgt,nk kondem sape2 pun..xsalah rasanye.

serius betul2 emosi xstabil today..start td pg semua benda xjln dgn baik. g kaunter ,org buat xtahu je..xnmpk ke aku terpacak depan tu..tunggu je sejam..xde juga selesai masalah.ok g ptg plk lepas solat jumaat, kaunter bkk spttnye sampai jam 5, tp ttup je window pertanyaan tu..siap tarik langsir ..ingat xnampak la org dlm tu.dah la pintunye kunci siap ada password bagai..huhh....

g berbuka,baru mkn jam 10 mlm...dduk meja luar kedai mkn tu.tp xde sorg pun waitress dtg amik order..dekat 10min juga la(over kau) then masuk dlm baru la boleh order..

stress punya hal..aku sedih, cm nk &*^&^* je...sabar2.. aku tidur je bagi menghilangkan rasa sayu di hati.

Head Burst

bismillah,

i have print two sets of my typing full text to be hard cover this evening. 5G outside ukm..not so far but there is a printing and binding service inside ukm such as cafe kuo..but i've use their service before to hardcover my uncorrected text..

What so useless.. and after check my paper from examiner,there is less stuff to be right because my sv have told me the same. just a little correction. So,i rush to 5G to print and paid to hardcover take thisfriday morning 11 am..

headache now...dont know why, to much sleep mybe. or less workout. my body rest so much...and also my brain. need to keep up reading novel or what so ever to keep improving my language grammar. and the most important keep recite Quran not just for my brain but also for my soul shining alive healthy .

My precious

Bismillah,

Hi love, just want to spread news about 'STAMINA 10 RAMADHAN TERAKHIR' live talk by Syeikh Mohamed Abdul Aziz Mahmoud Ghonim. He able to speak in various language and also Malay in klantanese slang expression.

Date : 17 july 2014
Veneu : Dewan Sultan Muhammad V , kumpulan Media Karangkraf . Shah Alam
Time : 9.30 am - 11.00 am

 

    

The problem here is i dont know to get there because of the limitation of space, so for other people also have transportation problem.let us go by public transport komuter and stop at station Shah Alam seksyen 19 and then get rapidBus route T529 .. refer to this information stated that the bus will pass through jalan sepena but i look at the route maps of this bus doesnt seem passing this jalan sepena..

"Untuk ke Karnival Karangkraf mengunakan pengangkutan awam, naik KTM komuter dan turun di stesen Shah Alam, selepas tu boleh menaiki bas Rapid KL bernombor T529, bas akan melalui Komplek Media Karangkraf di Jalan Sepena, Seksyen 15, Shah Alam, Selangor atau boleh juga menaiki teksi. Terima kasih kepada Izzati Alyaa Azman untuk info tersebut. ~ES~" 

source from : https://www.facebook.com/RAMFC/posts/10150502620682314

    source : http://jp.myrapid.com.my/route/#route=T529

mmm... weird, i hope i can travel by bus. but for precaution and safe journey i will take texi /cab to go there easy but much more free lah.  Ok so for people out there come join karangkraf with preregister  its free

bye~ already fast breaking..need to perfom maghrib prayer and go to kenny rogers..

The End.

Bismillah,

So that is how i ended the problem. Not really poblem. but howi make a decision.. its a big chance if i grab it. But i choose not to take the path with this kind of heart.

Mostly they want me to take a rest while at home after pursuing my undergraduate studies here. Honestly i didnt focus much here and mybe i have much fun play around. huh.. What can i say relief a bit worry what happend next.

I text untie told her that i cant concentrate in shoot time just after 3 week after break. I can imagine Uncle grief anger that malay student with stupidity erogance to contd studies for improve knowledges. You think with that scoll you are such significant in workaholics hetric life. NO no no.. you're no body there begging to get hire demanding salary up 2,3 4k.

sometimes its true and agreed but im typically not so serius man thinking what should i do the next 5 ,8 years ahead. ummm i would say mybe im death . hahahaha. so brainless mind.

HAHAHA... i remember uncle ask me a questions ;
 1- why ours brain locate at the head not at heart or whereever??
 2- what all 5 sense ?

the answer for 1, because all your sense which is eye, ear, tough, nose and brain are near altogether so that respond become faster.. ummm..ok

You know what my answer..heheh heard like a fools.. because a brains is a noble organ and need oxygen,that easly to get up there.

ok ,malas dah nk meroyan..even my twitter account active back..im typically seems dont like to post what im feeling.. just here make me feel better.

Main kejar2 bulan puasa

Bismillah,
penat wei main kejar2 dah la naik tangga turun tangga..lagi2 dlm bulan puasa ni.
klou dgn budak kecil xpe la..depa xlaju lari.. ni aku main kejar2 dengan uncle untie... whooo

ingat x uncle yg tilik tapak tangan tu..haaa yg tu la,

Dari sahur dah plan ape nak buat..ikut post si ngah tu la what people do before 9 am to be success. ok lebih kurang cmtu la bunyinye..
So dengan berbekalkan badan yg kurang tidor sbb xnyenyak.bangun sahoor dgn bdak bilik fizi dan miol.. as usual lah, mknn free program fizi tuh MIT namanye..ok xpe sedap juga masuk perut kunyah telah air suam..mmg feveret sbb sakit tekak dari start balik dulu xkebah2 lagi..

Niat nk sambung tidur...NOOOO! xboleh terus bawak kain sarung dan tuala ke masjid xlupa juga kopiah(almaklumla aku straighten smula rmbut ni) kejadah nye kan..amoi tu kata bkn sllu rambut rayeee...HELLLL aku nak botak..

tup taap tup tttttuuuut.. ok siap2 nak g buat ape yang patut, eh2 buat to do list duluu :

1 - g fak ambil borang pink

2 - cari pgwai sains mntak tndatgan

3 - cari sv mntak kebenaran

4 - g pejabat hantar list of imprvmnt fydp

5 - sms untie

6 -  sms en basri/call je senang

7 - withdraw duit

8 - g 5G

9 - top up mintak motor tuu kang xpasai2 kene tolak..ehek

Dan aku hanya berjaya bagi 1,2 dan 4 saje...so sv aku xde cuti... deeeee *istigfarx2 , 

plan baru cari examiner draf..tp xtahu draf pada sapa..mybe penyelia yp kot..blum di edarkan.mmm  sabar2....

naik turun naik turun pejabat.. turun2 eheh..uncleeeee untieee larikkk.. sempat lg aku menjerit sepit ekkk cmtu.. depa pun kalih la ke aku yg lari bagai lipas kudung....huhhh naik smula sampai tinggat 4. bederus darah dan becak ketiak aku ni.. ye la, aku try avoid depa tau.. xmau dah aku kene berleter 2 jam lg.  terus off phone..tp nk tahu jam pku;l brape,, on smula phone tp mode flight..ahakss until skrg pun mode flight lg..matila klou sape makjang call ke,, mak ke..sorrrrieee.

Actly uncle dan untie tu xkejar pun..cuma ada miss call je dari untie bile aku on smula phone..dah agak dah....ermmm. so aku stuck lagi sbb aku xjmpa draff aku dimane...

I'm sorry mum

Bismillah,

Its been a week away from home since last tuesday morning bus trip by bulan restu with bus fees MYR 11.30 took about 2hours jurney on LPT-plus. About 10:15am safety arrived at titiwangsa east coast terminal bus. Straight me to bandaraya exchange KTM komuter line to UKM station at 11.30 am.

2.30 pm mum call me before im barely answer the phone after 3 miss call from her. I noticed the ringings but i not so brave to pick up and answer with voice of depressions . Done with zohr prayer and recite a page of Quran again she call and took it up to say my words.

She and He worried teriblely on me, meanwhile i never see hope of my sight. I can heard her voice questioning curiosly what im doing how, and when do i come back? that was from He. i knew it.. but i also dont know. All of that sentences i avoid, stop it with"alaaa pnjg citenye", "mmm xtahu lg"..

I broke her heart very much. I knew im not a good child . i cant...just i cant. mum dad i want you know that i love you so much in attired world on you. but i dont know how to show it, i dont want you to worry on me. A lot of troubles im doing made you down sad.

I'm sorry mak ayah. I'll back home soon, i promise.

Here once again

hi peeps,
here me myself put on the ground where i start the crazy mind out of me from the line. Shun me from straight to the top place and fall back here because of my mind and attired body doesnt seems to like it most.

Life of loneliness, is a part being tough strong enough to be yours what i want to be as always. Me have several friends that tested ups and downs whenever i stood. Laughing, crying, fighting, what else..mmm sulking im guess..that the most memoriable once stuck in my head but its was happend.

 I never dream to be here in my life.. but its my choice choosen optionally of humanity mankind.

My research project still under construction correction problematic rumbles on paper to hardbound passing my undergraduate school of engineering. The truth that im bindly walking down with small barefoots.

ohoh.. i hope everything is ok. but i never dream and my dreamt was not in my imagine, just flew by the flowing wind.

Aku tak tahan

bissmillah,

aku tak tahan sgt.... xthan nk berbuka puasa,xthan dh dduk sini(skrg ini**rahsia**), xthan life cmni...
and the most aku xthan nk meroyan di twitter...dah 13 hari deactive twitter ... rasa fb xbest nk post status...yea, cm xde freedom mybe sbb dah ada pntauan dr fmily especially mum dad relative and lects smua aku dh remove friend... hahaaaha

aku nk meroyan.

And today dpt tilik tangan oleh uncle, bkn uncle best pasar mlm tu.. ni uncleeee no name, dia tgok tapak tangn aku..neves boh,first time...

xde la nk percaya pun.. syirik kot, ni smua psyhcologi(aku xthu ejaannye hentam jela) klou ada nmpk bntuk triangle seakan ikan tu mean ada rezeki..ada boleh pergi jauh, ada yg boleh jd org besar la.. pmlas ke rajin ke, ni bnyk pikir ke bila ada urat2 ni... bla2

tah la, tp smua org bfikir kn, even nk buka pose dgn ape mane smua kne buat kputusan.. ok la aku saje nk lepas gian sbb xdpt meroyan di twitter,