The rules

i need to put some rules for myself...serius matter. This need to get rid before become deep and deeper.
Pusnishs if I broke the rules..
Reward for being strong and tight..

Yeah I can do It...

NOW

nk gunting rambutttt

I got to haircut right now.. my hair not going well lately. hard curl, messy, not managable, not looks cool. kan aku ni lelaki metroseks gitu..

What I Want

i want a men briefcase... hahah
adakah ini bermakna aku adalah seorg pekerja yg bercita2 mahu nampak segak.. gaahhhaha

poyo.. serius aku suka gile beg ni. lagi2 yg leather..black or dark brown. gambar korg search la sendiri aku mlas nk tepek tampal cini..sbb aku malas

AM I

 A big fans of SAM .... am I?

dont know how i feel.. it like if you have hand, arms to hold and hug someone but reality you not affordable to do. Something you not satisfied with your self. To who the blame is? ME..YOU...NO ONE..

Amzing Sam Smith

truely i fall in love with him.. dont know why. (shy)
him voice when sang the stay with me, lay me down and money on my mind like superb best. all three songs make me smile every time i heard, person i just know lately, im a bit late knowing him ,not because he is not famous but i'm not a typical person who love to listen to song. when i do listen to it and fall love to it, i listen the same songs repeating untill my ear drum be numb. oh sorry sam i'm not saying that your song is not good, its my bad put the higher volume.

i get know you by watched almost all your interview session, radio talk and what so ever on the youtube channel. Ohhh i love british accent, veryy much. i actually also love to watch movies in british language, its so smooth and just fine. i want to try learn how to speak and react like british way.

In the lonely hour... on my point of view, you manage to control your self and face the reality by accepted who really you are. The couple years later you bring the time to show that you not longer lonely but now you are love and be loving by your fans, including me. Actually you are funny guy always laughing and very kind. i wish to meet you but you are not tour in my country. very bussy man ,nevermind still can watch your concert on youtube.hehehe

Moreover, i love your fashion.. your coat on the song video, you always wear coat..and you got the big foot, arent you? XD but your are not with sandal/slipper right. haha
OK..that all from me..

Kuat juga Lemah

haaa..

aku ni kuat makan..bile masa aku nk makan la..xhenti2 makan(kalau ada rezeki duit lebih)
tp aku ni juga kuat xmakan..bile time xde selera tu jgn harapla tekak aku ni nk kembang kasi bagi laluan utk telan mknn tu..aku boleh xmakan sehari..xrasa apa2 pun.

mesti org ckp yg ni dah teruk nanti gastrik..pastu apendik padan muke kau....hmmm

itu la, aku ni kuat makan cmne pun badan masih xnaik berat sekilo dua, cmna mne nk nampak perubahan badan fizikal kan. aduii ssh nye nk naik berat badan. (aku nk gemuk) nk kasi fit sikit la..xde la terhuyung hayang cm lalang, menyuruk blkang tiang pun dah xnampak diri. hahaha ingat lagi iklan appaton, yg si laki tuh tunggu date dia, tp masing2 xnampak sbb laki tuh duk blkg tiang..kesian pmpuan tu ingat dah kene stoodup oleh laki tu. ok iklan skjp.

haha...oke apa jadi besar sikit.. org takut sikit kan..hahaha ni kacik je..cm xdewasa je.xcukup zat je.. whuuu jgn ckp cmtu.terasa weiii.
xpe2 cuba lagi...jgn berhenti ok.
FIGHTING!! cayok chayokk

on my mind

APlease mind do not read this part...


aku xdpt lelapkan mata, still kaku di kerusi meja ni..
dengkuran miol xkuat..tp sepertinye dia lena...
aa yg buatkan aku xdpt tdo ni, stress apa la yg kusut sgt ni.,,
ok dlm oatak aku ni, aku cuba tulis je apa pun jua...
--aku knp xbesar2...mana taknye makan pun sikit,,,xterurus, xseimbang, cmna badan nk consumed good nutrision, just malnutrision betul..
--aku masih xbekerja yg tetap,, cmna nk ada duit ni..
--aku nak ada la satu dua transport yg aku punye sendiri... senang sikit nk travel mana2..
tadi tlg si tupai tuang minyk motor si dila,dila mane aku xsure, dan pam angin sekali, motor modenas mr1 je..ok la best jugak, aku syak ni sbb motor first hand kan, baru...dlam 3-4 tahun..ok la bunyi pun xkuat sgt..
--please jadi mature please.... buat keputusan sendiri.. jadi lebih rasional...
-- jadi lebih charming, romantik and attractive ...pleaseee
--speake please...louder,ckp dlm hati,kuman pun xdengar tahu x!!!
--muke aku ni still cmpk muda..cm budak spm je... ada pakcik teksi yg abg aku tu ingat aku hbis spm..loll aku hbis degree OK..
--aku xyakin nk kerja sa engineer..tp look my friends yg kerja elok je...why2, they can why not me??
--rezeki masing2..kan..dah klou xmencari tu xdenye rezeki kau..
--i do have some plan...

--please dont push me..NO, i do have vision in my life..
--mum,,dad i actually verry love you, but i always rebel...
--Nak je jadi anak soleh, tlg parent, xnk sshkan  mak ayah.. yg banyak berkorban..tp cmna aku nk balas,nk kasi mak ayah senang klou aku ddk bawah ketiak nye.. cmna2..rungsing jap.JAP
--kerja...boleh x aku nk kerja jauh..tapi nanti ssh plk nk balik..bukan aku xnk balik...
--even now pun kerja xbkerja gini, mak call xbalik ke..aku ckp malas..nnti dah ada betui2 tanggungjwb baru kau tahu...cmna nk bgtau mak..
--bkn la nk berjaquhan..tp aku nk berindependent.. salah ke cara aku ni??
--hmm apa lagi dlm kepala otak aku ni..cepat2 kluar,aku nk tdor nih..

--kahwin..hmm panjang cerita tu nk dileraikan..calon pun xde wei...kawan ramai la,tp nnti aku nk kasi bini aku mkn apa??daun kering? di kota raya mana ada sgt pokok..pastu kutip pasir n batu di tepi jalan..hmm mampus.
--xnak kahwin...klou aku dah settlekan semua mission aku, ...
--apa mission aku.. hmm aku nk jadi pendakwah..nk join la sapa2 yg boleh aku join kan..


--aku xbekeyakinan...sbb aku xhensem..sbb aku bile pakai baju kan xsmart..xkacak,xsegak,xsado...whoooo TT___TT
--rambut aku ni asyik xikut mood..ada je yg melenting sana2 sini2..aduii,xfesyenable..xmanageable,
--mata..aku xsuka tang mata aku ni...xmeyakinkan org.bile aku try to deliver any news..mesti cm haa, ok then xada sapa yg amik serius.lagi2 bile aku try beri desicion,pendapat aku..
--mulut xmanis..yeahh aku  latu, ada sekali tu,aku try la nk bg nasihat kt sorg junior ni, pok poek2 aku ckp..then dia ckp aku ni membebel..padahal aku baru nk tanye apa maslah nye,aku nk tlg...MEMBEBEl ...whattt..not in a good way to help org.
--apa lagi niii cepaqtttt dah 3.44 pagi bute niiiii

--yee mmg la aku ni xkaya..pakaian pun xde yg branded..tp aku xde la sampai nk berlakon,nk tahan lapar semata2 nk beli baju yg aku xmampu beli...
--lagipun aku mmg xpandai nk shopping2 ni..aku shopping mesti di kedai2 murah...yg biasa2 je..tp bile dah kawan2 ni terikut sikit la,,tahu la kn beli di mane2 kan..tp xpandai juge..kbnykkan baju xde saiz aku ni..hahah mmg la cantik baju ,lagi2 mahal..xmampu weii...
--aku xsuka bahagian kaki aku yg kecil...xde shape.
--dada xbidang...perut x 6pack..
--bicep?? hmm ada ke? tulang je ...penat aku angkat dumbbel lili beli tu..hahah ketul pun xde.cis samlah method agaknye.