lemah

aku lemah betui la writing ni...
dari sejak zaman sekolah lagi..kalau ada homework karangan..bm ataupun bi..mmg aku rasa cm nk menangis je nk siapkan 5 perenggan ...

xpandai betui nk eleborate idea.hmm aku jenis straight to the point je,,bile dah state that point..ok itu saje la..xde nye nk buat bunga2.contoh2 bagai..hmm nmpk x kekurangan membaca..or aku xcerna otak aku ni elok sgt...

jadi la skrg yg xberapa betuil...sewel sikit ..short kot urat otak ak..

ni kerja kene buat paper lah..buat abstrak lah.....hmmm lemau lemauuuuuu

ok x?

hmm..

aku sambung kontrak lg jadi r.a weiiiii

mampus la aku nk survive ni....dah la ddk budak dah nk habis semesta ni..aku masih lagi disni

APA

apa aku nk mengarut di sini????? 

blank je..dah la di bilik xde tenet..pastu berusaha kluar cari internet..pastu xde idea nk tulis apa kt cini..

OO..

Ooo God, please i need someone that can hold me tight right now. who really understand me when ever i'm down.

I know He is the best one to be dependent. He looking at me 24hrs non stop.

lend me and send me someone to me. im really lonelly . when family become stranger to you and stranger is the closed one you want.

Limits

almost 3months i've been here as research assistant for my lectrurer project on interactive learning for student. What i got so far 2 months is i learn how to be the intermediate person between the research and the executive project management commercialisation organisation. Technically researchers know all about the projects how its runs,what it is the objective, bla bla bla but the other side of organisation just know how to up bring this project to the investor or person who interested to buy it, they manage and plan the managements part. So as me, i as representative for researcher to the management sector and explain our targets,objectives, how its going to be runs, any tecnical problem in our project and so on.

Ok. i do not do much jobs, seriusly i tell you the truth . My time is flexible and also i can be anywhere to do my jobs as long the is internet connection and also i just communicate with them through whatssap . Hahahaha

This is the last month, about 3 weeks more.. and i will be procrastinator again.
aarghhh,,, NONONONONONOONON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What about my day dream  to conquer the dairy product in Malaysia and all around the world. and also provide the most healthy chicken meat and eggs..

underweight

Hooooo..

this problem still hhunts me.. physically im a guys that are not such tall, i think I'm moderate. so people not see that im so skinny... ada juga yg tegur eh..knp smakin kurus..aduiii aku xsuka ayat tu..

ok,ada beberapa part di body yg aku xsuka ... nk tahu x??? hmmm ini agak 18sx

1)bahagian dada,
aku nk bahagian dada ku ni bidang, besar sikit baru la bila pakai baju tu nampak segak,sikit..bila pakai suite tu hmm fit sikit.

2)pinggul
part ni,aku pun kurang setuju juga tp at least la, ada bentuk dan nampak sikit..bukan la besar sampai xbuat satu bakul..aku pun xsuka,cuma nk ada la shape gitu..baru la ok kan.bile pakai seluar ada lengkok2 ..heyyy bukan nmpk longkang nye tu..aduiiii korg ni,dah2 xyah baca.  shuushh2

3)lengan
haaamm,...bisecp ke,trisecp ke...hapa ke, aku xnk la ketul2 gitu..tp aku nk la nmpk berisi sikit..xde la tulang je,cm kayu,dari bahu ke tapak tangan nampak lurusssss je cm kayu tu..hmm hmm nk la besar tang bisecp tu,, ada lemak la sikit kan..then tulang aku di siku tu still timbul..nampak benau kurusnye.bertulang ajee..xcantik2

4)peha
haaa..ni aku still xpuas hati dengan saiz peha aku, kecik je weii...cm kaki budak2
bile solat kan duduk dua sujud tu kan, hmm nmpk perbezaan antra saiz peha org lain dgn aku,,aku nye kecik aje...lgpun bile pakai seluar tu,aku nk la ada shape juge..xde la sluar tu terbang2.

5) muka.

haaa. ni lagi satu aku nk bgtau, tulang pipi aku ni kan..hmm hmmm timbul and nampak sgt muka aku ni cengkung. pipi aku xtembam..bukan la nk chubby sgt.. tp aku rasa nk ada la muscle pipi aku..

What To Do

What to do when you have so much things to do?

you tend to feel messy with your chore.. and do want to do everything. isnt right? or it just happen to me.. heee i now im not alone.

What to do when you have no thing to do?

hahaha..you might feel so empty or space widely until your heart mind box is blank. dont want to do anything.

Right now i feel dont know what to write here..