Today was my hard day, kipas susah mati bak kata pelukis gempaq nuhh!
really2 tired. How much tiring was it? isn't because i never slept last night? was i stayed up night and study hard toward last year undergrade?? how to describe it? i also dont know... but my heart said it tooo hard.
YES man, that nickname referred to me. because i'm always say YES almost...it to hard for me to say NO for other request.
today i said YEs for 4 times, the first of all the foreign master student in mechanical need my help to borrow some money..i not mention how much, because it's not inportant...my first time to see him and talk to him...
He was first to called me and gave peace upon me, he said tthat he going to canada to visit him mum in sick malaria ... i just say YES.
after dinner at wadihana islamic steak house(WISH) with acap,my coursemate. my brother meol called and invite me to join him lepak. we used to lepak share moment together,since he contd master in pendidikan here, so it chance to us spent time. so i say YEs once againt to eat n drink.
10 minute in my clumsy and messy room, i open laptop especially FB .. tancik,my college mate ask me to accompany him to go to kiosk because he hungry even though he has dinner before. urgh!! i'm sooo tired but again i said Yes, wait da minute for me changed cloth on proper look.
so how to i to say "NO" ... opps,sori if i hurt other sides, i'm not happy to do so all the thing, i can do annything, that because i have alot of time, i know if i spend time on other thing, i must pay back to do other thing...i not say that i dont want, or i not availabe to do so...argggh susah la nk explain, do i have to jaga hati org? bukan jaga hati la, tp make other happy and be easy toward other.
so how do i can say on opposite way? HOW... malas nk google,malas nk click yahoo, dan sebagainye...just saje nk express my feeling here. because i know that this medium xfemes pun di kalangan org2..just org2 tertentu saje..
today i woke up at 8.30am wahhhh,, late already..
rush to take a wash and solah subuh yg terlambat.
went to class at nine 9.00 till 11..
contd next class 11 up to 2 pm.
walked to unikeb and straight to catch cab for KELVIN foreign friend.
wrong bus zon, and stuck at kkm, called acap to fetch me up to kejut,ambil motorbike .
rehearsal senamseni 1msia, msia book of record 36hr non-stop.
dinner with acap at WISH, spegeti carbonara
lepaking at pulau mutiara, teh ais + 2 keping otak2
accompany tancik for late supper . 2cucuk nuget yg bnyk emulsion A+emulsion B.
here i'm seating on my chair malas nk post n express feeling on fb or twwter etc...
banyk kerja tertnggak weiii,sabar je la...mlm nin kene stay up. please be nice to me... ya Allah permudahkan lah hamba-mu ini.
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