Bissmillah,
lagu greenday title wake me up when sept end.. huh mmg kene sgt lah dgn situasi ak ni,
please somebody wake me up. actually xperlu sape2 pun utk kite berubah . hanya cukup diri kite sahaja. yg mampu utk kite berubah sama ada ke arah mana yg dituju.
sepanjang 4 thun, ni thun akhir la yek..ak rasakan sungguh sepi dlm diri. mungkin sbb ak xaktif dlm mane2 kelab, aktiviti.. i wish la kan, nk buat satu xtvti cm kem bg mereka2 seperti ak ni, yg xpandai manage time, xpandai bersosial, publik phobia dan sebagainye.. nk je wat kem bagi mereka2 ni utk expose kecimpung dlm aktvti nin..
at lease bg skill la skit. yg la xtvti yg simple2, xperlu la bombastik sgt.. janji matlamat utk meraih kemahiran itu ada, bkn hnye semata2 utk bangga dgn ape kejayaan yg dipuji oleh mane2 pihak.. pujian tuh just sampingan je la. tp nowdays depa2 suka cari/buat xtvti yg gempaq, yg ala2 hebat la utk dipuji dan hasil dripadanye hanya tiada sgt kepentingn nye bg komunity2 ...kan
ok dah jauh terpesong ak ni.,
dah masuk bln oktber. sebulan pertama dlm semesta 1, pengajian akhir.. senyum saje la..''
kuatkan diri SHUKRI.!
Wednesday, 2 October 2013
Tuesday, 1 October 2013
smile so hard
Bissmillah,
hello peeps out there, just don't know how to say.. this morning i fell asleep till 9.00 am.. holliyyyyy,
tengs to my both friends fizi and azri becoz knock my door to wake me up.
u know what, today morning i have a proposal presentation on thesis at 10 am.
huh! woke as soon they hardly knock my door. got blank in my head, what the hell you all stand infront of my room?? with anxiety and consciously head....suddenly oh myyyyyyy! i'm late already..
rush to change cloth formal and black shoes. bring along my thumb drive usb contained slides proposal..just finished early this morning as soon adzan subh announce.
after solah subh at masjid UKM, rush to my room. on the long way.. i spoken to my self not to repeat sins this morning, okeh? but yes, i able to void it. unfortunately my eye closed spontaneously , without i realize .
the contd i heard my door knocked by them...
ok, seconds part of loser of my life today, i parked my motorbike near to lab jkkp, and rush to meetg room jkmb... but where is it room?? just got blank again becoz not take a bath ... euuuw right? ada ku kisah..
one by one finished presented their proposal calm and smoothly .. and now my turn.. hey!!! where my supervisor and penilai lect(malas nk cari maksud)
..ok, find they, n ask them to come for my presentation.. ok, slides on ready.. i wish bissmillah slowly, and look around, everyone got no clue.busy with themself..
HELLOOO i'm here to present my slides... ok i keep going to introduce my self and my proposal tittle.. as usual i'm not good to present n explain anything..so my presentation and slides was worst ever in my life in 23 years..
got wrong spelling, grammar , too literal ..not specific on what i'm doing...huhhh.. yup i oso dont know my project all about....
why , i'm sooo clumsy and not able to calm down n present slowly..so that they have understand what i'm talking about.
sooo sad, but i've to keep smiling infront of other people. becoz it is not good to show a masam faces...besides smile is sunnah kan..but it too hard.
tengs to my both friends fizi and azri becoz knock my door to wake me up.
u know what, today morning i have a proposal presentation on thesis at 10 am.
huh! woke as soon they hardly knock my door. got blank in my head, what the hell you all stand infront of my room?? with anxiety and consciously head....suddenly oh myyyyyyy! i'm late already..
rush to change cloth formal and black shoes. bring along my thumb drive usb contained slides proposal..just finished early this morning as soon adzan subh announce.
after solah subh at masjid UKM, rush to my room. on the long way.. i spoken to my self not to repeat sins this morning, okeh? but yes, i able to void it. unfortunately my eye closed spontaneously , without i realize .
the contd i heard my door knocked by them...
ok, seconds part of loser of my life today, i parked my motorbike near to lab jkkp, and rush to meetg room jkmb... but where is it room?? just got blank again becoz not take a bath ... euuuw right? ada ku kisah..
one by one finished presented their proposal calm and smoothly .. and now my turn.. hey!!! where my supervisor and penilai lect(malas nk cari maksud)
..ok, find they, n ask them to come for my presentation.. ok, slides on ready.. i wish bissmillah slowly, and look around, everyone got no clue.busy with themself..
HELLOOO i'm here to present my slides... ok i keep going to introduce my self and my proposal tittle.. as usual i'm not good to present n explain anything..so my presentation and slides was worst ever in my life in 23 years..
got wrong spelling, grammar , too literal ..not specific on what i'm doing...huhhh.. yup i oso dont know my project all about....
why , i'm sooo clumsy and not able to calm down n present slowly..so that they have understand what i'm talking about.
sooo sad, but i've to keep smiling infront of other people. becoz it is not good to show a masam faces...besides smile is sunnah kan..but it too hard.
Sorotan is Attention
Bismillah,
Huh, penat wei jadi pelajar thun akhir ni., penat2 ker biasala org ckp pelajr kan.. Lect ak ckp beza stdnt masuk Uni dengan yg xmasuk Uni adalah mereka tahu cara yg sebenar utk menjlnkan kajian penyelidikan.
Research lab la..
Di sini lect pggil kajian ilmiah, alaa thesis la..speeling malay nye tesis..sama jelah ape2 pun. so bagi2 bdak sains ni. kene la masuk makmal kan, buat kajian yg berkaitan dgn skop pembelajaran . klo bdak2 Perniagaan watpa nk masuk makmal, xwat kerja gile namenye...depa wat kajain ttg ape yg depa belajarkan kan...tsk tsk tsk..
Disebabkan esok adalah sesi pembentangan cadangan prjek ilmiah , ala2 proposal gitu la..tp dlm bahasa tau..haaa jgn main2.. sorotan ni adalah satu istilah baru bagi ak..ahaks, aduiii selaid ni dah siap tp berterabur xtahu la..cmnee esok ni,..pape pun ak jgk yg kene buat..adeh
Huh, penat wei jadi pelajar thun akhir ni., penat2 ker biasala org ckp pelajr kan.. Lect ak ckp beza stdnt masuk Uni dengan yg xmasuk Uni adalah mereka tahu cara yg sebenar utk menjlnkan kajian penyelidikan.
Research lab la..
Di sini lect pggil kajian ilmiah, alaa thesis la..speeling malay nye tesis..sama jelah ape2 pun. so bagi2 bdak sains ni. kene la masuk makmal kan, buat kajian yg berkaitan dgn skop pembelajaran . klo bdak2 Perniagaan watpa nk masuk makmal, xwat kerja gile namenye...depa wat kajain ttg ape yg depa belajarkan kan...tsk tsk tsk..
Disebabkan esok adalah sesi pembentangan cadangan prjek ilmiah , ala2 proposal gitu la..tp dlm bahasa tau..haaa jgn main2.. sorotan ni adalah satu istilah baru bagi ak..ahaks, aduiii selaid ni dah siap tp berterabur xtahu la..cmnee esok ni,..pape pun ak jgk yg kene buat..adeh
Sunday, 29 September 2013
Bibit-Bibit
lagi setengah jam kulaih bagi permulaan minggu ini ada bermula, tp ak masih terpaku keras di hadapan laptop dlm bilik kampus ku.
baju seluar,sisipan rambut dengan ramas-san aje ala2 xde cermin ,tabiat ak.
titip-titipan kini ak bergelar sebagai pelajar tahun akhir pengajian serjana muda di sebuah institut pengajian awam dlm negeri.
seperti hidup ku, falsafah hidup bkn hidup2an celukan(curi) dari petikan sebuah buku dimana DIA dihatiku.
hampir saja, hidup ini sarat dengan duniawi, jgn lupa pada yg menunggu bila2 masa sahaja. dek leka buat2 kite terlalai dan sengaja xdiendahkan.
pagi ini, matahari naik terpacak menyinar bahan tenaga untuk semuanya.
kuberdoa agar dairi kisahku jejak dipermudahkan Allah. jgn sesekali berputus asa dan serahkan segalanya kepada yg MAHA KUASA. Alhamdulillah hati akan merasa tenang.
baju seluar,sisipan rambut dengan ramas-san aje ala2 xde cermin ,tabiat ak.
titip-titipan kini ak bergelar sebagai pelajar tahun akhir pengajian serjana muda di sebuah institut pengajian awam dlm negeri.
seperti hidup ku, falsafah hidup bkn hidup2an celukan(curi) dari petikan sebuah buku dimana DIA dihatiku.
hampir saja, hidup ini sarat dengan duniawi, jgn lupa pada yg menunggu bila2 masa sahaja. dek leka buat2 kite terlalai dan sengaja xdiendahkan.
pagi ini, matahari naik terpacak menyinar bahan tenaga untuk semuanya.
kuberdoa agar dairi kisahku jejak dipermudahkan Allah. jgn sesekali berputus asa dan serahkan segalanya kepada yg MAHA KUASA. Alhamdulillah hati akan merasa tenang.
Monday, 23 September 2013
How To Learn Say "NO"
Today was my hard day, kipas susah mati bak kata pelukis gempaq nuhh!
really2 tired. How much tiring was it? isn't because i never slept last night? was i stayed up night and study hard toward last year undergrade?? how to describe it? i also dont know... but my heart said it tooo hard.
YES man, that nickname referred to me. because i'm always say YES almost...it to hard for me to say NO for other request.
today i said YEs for 4 times, the first of all the foreign master student in mechanical need my help to borrow some money..i not mention how much, because it's not inportant...my first time to see him and talk to him...
He was first to called me and gave peace upon me, he said tthat he going to canada to visit him mum in sick malaria ... i just say YES.
after dinner at wadihana islamic steak house(WISH) with acap,my coursemate. my brother meol called and invite me to join him lepak. we used to lepak share moment together,since he contd master in pendidikan here, so it chance to us spent time. so i say YEs once againt to eat n drink.
10 minute in my clumsy and messy room, i open laptop especially FB .. tancik,my college mate ask me to accompany him to go to kiosk because he hungry even though he has dinner before. urgh!! i'm sooo tired but again i said Yes, wait da minute for me changed cloth on proper look.
so how to i to say "NO" ... opps,sori if i hurt other sides, i'm not happy to do so all the thing, i can do annything, that because i have alot of time, i know if i spend time on other thing, i must pay back to do other thing...i not say that i dont want, or i not availabe to do so...argggh susah la nk explain, do i have to jaga hati org? bukan jaga hati la, tp make other happy and be easy toward other.
so how do i can say on opposite way? HOW... malas nk google,malas nk click yahoo, dan sebagainye...just saje nk express my feeling here. because i know that this medium xfemes pun di kalangan org2..just org2 tertentu saje..
today i woke up at 8.30am wahhhh,, late already..
rush to take a wash and solah subuh yg terlambat.
went to class at nine 9.00 till 11..
contd next class 11 up to 2 pm.
walked to unikeb and straight to catch cab for KELVIN foreign friend.
wrong bus zon, and stuck at kkm, called acap to fetch me up to kejut,ambil motorbike .
rehearsal senamseni 1msia, msia book of record 36hr non-stop.
dinner with acap at WISH, spegeti carbonara
lepaking at pulau mutiara, teh ais + 2 keping otak2
accompany tancik for late supper . 2cucuk nuget yg bnyk emulsion A+emulsion B.
here i'm seating on my chair malas nk post n express feeling on fb or twwter etc...
banyk kerja tertnggak weiii,sabar je la...mlm nin kene stay up. please be nice to me... ya Allah permudahkan lah hamba-mu ini.
really2 tired. How much tiring was it? isn't because i never slept last night? was i stayed up night and study hard toward last year undergrade?? how to describe it? i also dont know... but my heart said it tooo hard.
YES man, that nickname referred to me. because i'm always say YES almost...it to hard for me to say NO for other request.
today i said YEs for 4 times, the first of all the foreign master student in mechanical need my help to borrow some money..i not mention how much, because it's not inportant...my first time to see him and talk to him...
He was first to called me and gave peace upon me, he said tthat he going to canada to visit him mum in sick malaria ... i just say YES.
after dinner at wadihana islamic steak house(WISH) with acap,my coursemate. my brother meol called and invite me to join him lepak. we used to lepak share moment together,since he contd master in pendidikan here, so it chance to us spent time. so i say YEs once againt to eat n drink.
10 minute in my clumsy and messy room, i open laptop especially FB .. tancik,my college mate ask me to accompany him to go to kiosk because he hungry even though he has dinner before. urgh!! i'm sooo tired but again i said Yes, wait da minute for me changed cloth on proper look.
so how to i to say "NO" ... opps,sori if i hurt other sides, i'm not happy to do so all the thing, i can do annything, that because i have alot of time, i know if i spend time on other thing, i must pay back to do other thing...i not say that i dont want, or i not availabe to do so...argggh susah la nk explain, do i have to jaga hati org? bukan jaga hati la, tp make other happy and be easy toward other.
so how do i can say on opposite way? HOW... malas nk google,malas nk click yahoo, dan sebagainye...just saje nk express my feeling here. because i know that this medium xfemes pun di kalangan org2..just org2 tertentu saje..
today i woke up at 8.30am wahhhh,, late already..
rush to take a wash and solah subuh yg terlambat.
went to class at nine 9.00 till 11..
contd next class 11 up to 2 pm.
walked to unikeb and straight to catch cab for KELVIN foreign friend.
wrong bus zon, and stuck at kkm, called acap to fetch me up to kejut,ambil motorbike .
rehearsal senamseni 1msia, msia book of record 36hr non-stop.
dinner with acap at WISH, spegeti carbonara
lepaking at pulau mutiara, teh ais + 2 keping otak2
accompany tancik for late supper . 2cucuk nuget yg bnyk emulsion A+emulsion B.
here i'm seating on my chair malas nk post n express feeling on fb or twwter etc...
banyk kerja tertnggak weiii,sabar je la...mlm nin kene stay up. please be nice to me... ya Allah permudahkan lah hamba-mu ini.
Friday, 20 September 2013
Terima Kasih Kawan
selamat malam,kot2 mlm tp tgah pagi buta nim sbnarnye..uhuk,
jumaat malam, sudahkah anda semua membace surah al-kahfi? baik amalkan nye kay... untuk penerang hidup kita seminggu, dan membacenya semula di jumaat hadapan bagi menerangi cahaya yg malap..
ok serba sedikit info yg ak tahu..
minggu yg padat, dan ak tidak dpt memenuhi semuanya dgn baik.. ak tahu bkn mudah untuk berjaya dan mudah untuk kita berjaya dalam kehidupan dengan izin bantuan hanya dari Allah. so disebabkan kecelaruan dan kebodohan ak sendiri, ak bersama dengan kawan baik ak..GIRLFRIEND ok, uhuksss
kawan perempuan saje,namanye ak gelarkan TUPAI xbaik kan, tp itulah hanya gelaran ak sendiri je. sbb xnk ada yg touching dan salah faham..
dia telah tangguh mengajian selama 1 thun . wowowww keputusan yg drastik..bkn drastik la,cuma tindakan yg mencabar utk pelajar yg di bawah tanggungan bkn kita sepenuhnye, (ape ak tulisnih pun ak sendiri xfhm) abaikan saje...
berjalan dari kuo..ke pusanika...terus ke la Asqa..makan n borak2...terus ke kuo semula sehingga la lewat pg jam 12.40....uhuks kami hanya berdua..bkn di tmpat sunyi ok..ada ramai org yg tgah melepaskan lantern cantik di angkasa ... naik terus dengan cahaya yg membakar membawa terus mencapai cita2, ada yg malap n terus jatuh ke realiti dengan kejayaan yg dicapai atau dengan kesangsaraan..
dia banyak membawa kisah yg menjalani bersama rakan bkn batch nya, tp ok so far dia dpt juga masuk dgn rakan2 nya, keserabutan di fikiran ku hilang dengan gelak tawa hiba di dada..
-ku harus tidak memikirkan perkara yg kecil yg membawa kecelakaan yg besar,
- melakukan apa jua perkara yg harus terlebih dahulu dan jgn membiarkan nya menjadi halangan
-mulakan dengan segera dan berterusan
-tiada niat dan minat akan menjadikan tabiat
-bersikap positif atas diri sendiri dan persekitaran yg kondusif
-mencari teman yg baik sebagai rujukan.
konklusi ku untuk diri ak ini yg semakin lemah di alam pelajaran yg membimbangkan jiwa.
ok, cuba sekarang yep..
jumaat malam, sudahkah anda semua membace surah al-kahfi? baik amalkan nye kay... untuk penerang hidup kita seminggu, dan membacenya semula di jumaat hadapan bagi menerangi cahaya yg malap..
ok serba sedikit info yg ak tahu..
minggu yg padat, dan ak tidak dpt memenuhi semuanya dgn baik.. ak tahu bkn mudah untuk berjaya dan mudah untuk kita berjaya dalam kehidupan dengan izin bantuan hanya dari Allah. so disebabkan kecelaruan dan kebodohan ak sendiri, ak bersama dengan kawan baik ak..GIRLFRIEND ok, uhuksss
kawan perempuan saje,namanye ak gelarkan TUPAI xbaik kan, tp itulah hanya gelaran ak sendiri je. sbb xnk ada yg touching dan salah faham..
dia telah tangguh mengajian selama 1 thun . wowowww keputusan yg drastik..bkn drastik la,cuma tindakan yg mencabar utk pelajar yg di bawah tanggungan bkn kita sepenuhnye, (ape ak tulisnih pun ak sendiri xfhm) abaikan saje...
berjalan dari kuo..ke pusanika...terus ke la Asqa..makan n borak2...terus ke kuo semula sehingga la lewat pg jam 12.40....uhuks kami hanya berdua..bkn di tmpat sunyi ok..ada ramai org yg tgah melepaskan lantern cantik di angkasa ... naik terus dengan cahaya yg membakar membawa terus mencapai cita2, ada yg malap n terus jatuh ke realiti dengan kejayaan yg dicapai atau dengan kesangsaraan..
dia banyak membawa kisah yg menjalani bersama rakan bkn batch nya, tp ok so far dia dpt juga masuk dgn rakan2 nya, keserabutan di fikiran ku hilang dengan gelak tawa hiba di dada..
-ku harus tidak memikirkan perkara yg kecil yg membawa kecelakaan yg besar,
- melakukan apa jua perkara yg harus terlebih dahulu dan jgn membiarkan nya menjadi halangan
-mulakan dengan segera dan berterusan
-tiada niat dan minat akan menjadikan tabiat
-bersikap positif atas diri sendiri dan persekitaran yg kondusif
-mencari teman yg baik sebagai rujukan.
konklusi ku untuk diri ak ini yg semakin lemah di alam pelajaran yg membimbangkan jiwa.
ok, cuba sekarang yep..
Monday, 9 September 2013
SAMPAH!
MINGGU PERTAMA sebagai pelajar tahun AKHIR dlm sarjana muda.
gaya cm gempaq je..tp sampah je semua tuh, xguna ko amik itu.........
wah ayat dia masih tergiang2 di cuping teliga ak ni....whatt!
sampah, ko tahu x ape tuh sampah,jgn ingat sampah tu annoy, xde nilai.
if u say that way,u're totally wrong..somthg not right nor left...
sekarang mane dah ada benda yg kekal.. ce try pikir sat.. kecantikkan xkekal,kekayaaan xkekal,minyak dah nk abeh, tanah pun dah kurang plak harga rumah semkin mahal orp...
tp ce ko tgok sampah ada dimana2...lgpun smkin lama smkin bnyk betui x? so what thing what not affect u eiher? huh...
sampah pun ada side tempat pengumpulan tau..free je dpt tanah..sdgkan ko tgah mencari2 nafkah utk kumpul duit bayar sewaan rumah sbb xmampu beli tanah right....
sbb bnyk juga ratio tanah di gunakan oleh sampah...
xpe la,klou kite jadi sampah, sampah yang berguna juga suatu hari nanti,sampah yg bernilai ,org berebut2 utk mencari sampah..jgn masa tu u lupa apa yg pernah u katakan..
gaya cm gempaq je..tp sampah je semua tuh, xguna ko amik itu.........
wah ayat dia masih tergiang2 di cuping teliga ak ni....whatt!
sampah, ko tahu x ape tuh sampah,jgn ingat sampah tu annoy, xde nilai.
if u say that way,u're totally wrong..somthg not right nor left...
sekarang mane dah ada benda yg kekal.. ce try pikir sat.. kecantikkan xkekal,kekayaaan xkekal,minyak dah nk abeh, tanah pun dah kurang plak harga rumah semkin mahal orp...
tp ce ko tgok sampah ada dimana2...lgpun smkin lama smkin bnyk betui x? so what thing what not affect u eiher? huh...
sampah pun ada side tempat pengumpulan tau..free je dpt tanah..sdgkan ko tgah mencari2 nafkah utk kumpul duit bayar sewaan rumah sbb xmampu beli tanah right....
sbb bnyk juga ratio tanah di gunakan oleh sampah...
xpe la,klou kite jadi sampah, sampah yang berguna juga suatu hari nanti,sampah yg bernilai ,org berebut2 utk mencari sampah..jgn masa tu u lupa apa yg pernah u katakan..
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